‘Go Until Tired Then Go Past Tired’
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Last week, The Xylom and Inside Climate News co-published a feature story on the Gulf Coast women challenging Asia’s largest petrochemical company on its home turf. I asked my counterpart, mentor, and new-ish dad Dylan Baddour, who followed environmental leaders 8,000 miles from Texas to Taiwan, what stood out to him in this reporting project. You can read his full account below.
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At one point in May, my wife and I looked into each other’s eyes and paused for a moment to accept what we planned to do: take a baby on a 12-hour flight.
I’d spent too much time away from home lately chasing stories in Texas, so when the opportunity suddenly arose to chase a story in Taiwan, I knew I couldn’t leave my family again. The only way to take this trip in good conscience would be if they came with me.
My wife, a fellow adventurer named Pu who I met 12 years ago in journalism school, agreed. We thought it would be fun. Actually, it wasn’t.
Our 20-month-old daughter Amara came down sick the day of our departure. Flying with a baby is like holding onto a cat for 12 hours overnight. It’s a sick cat, which also screams loudly, and all around are people trying to sleep.
Before we arrived in Taiwan, we suspected that we’d made a mistake. After we arrived, we realized that babies don’t really adjust to jet lag. Instead, Amara tumbled around the hotel room all night long while my wife stayed up so I could sleep before work in the morning. And, we both caught her virus.
I felt a creeping sense of despair as I went to work that morning, anxious, as always, about somehow getting a good story out of this. Fortunately, this reporting trip had lots to teach me about the same challenges it presented.
My objective was to write about three senior environmental leaders from Texas and Louisiana —Diane Wilson, Sharon Lavigne, and Nancy Bui — who had traveled to Taiwan to speak at the annual shareholders meeting of Formosa Plastics, Asia’s largest petrochemical company.

The women gave me a sympathetic smile when I shared my story about the baby on a plane. They’d all seen much worse.
As I would learn that week, Lavigne, 74, raised six kids while teaching special education in public schools. Wilson, 78, raised five kids as a single mother, working at a fish house and living in an un-airconditioned trailer. Bui, 72, brought her two kids when she fled Vietnam as a refugee on a crowded boat that bobbed in the ocean for 21 days. Then they spent eight months in a refugee camp.
Maybe my baby on the plane wasn’t so impressive.
Learning the stories of people like those women is the greatest part of a journalism career. A reporter has the privilege of asking questions, even personal questions, and more often than not, people are happy to answer. Everyone’s story has insight and wisdom that adds context to the world.
As I learned those women’s stories, it helped me cope with the difficult week.
I had imagined my wife and daughter relaxing and enjoying themselves while I was gone. Pu’s parents, immigrants from China, had also accompanied us to help with childcare. In the evenings, I figured, we’d all spend time together.
In reality, my wife stayed up all night with a sick baby, then kept a distance from her parents to avoid getting them sick. It happened to be the week of a record-breaking heatwave in Taipei, so going outside just felt unpleasant. All week long felt like we were barely holding things together.
As the party responsible for this plan, I ended up torn between the story, for which my small non-profit news company had paid thousands of dollars in travel expenses, and my family, which seemed to be suffering in a hotel as a result. I did the best I could for both and felt totally exhausted.
Again, I found consolation in my reporting. In an interview with Wilson, I asked if she wasn’t tired out by all this travel and business and commotion. She was extremely tired, she said. She held sleep, in particular, to be sacred. But long ago, she decided not to let it stop her. That was her secret.
She’d realized, she said, that getting tired is what stopped most people from taking a passion and turning it into their life’s work. So, she said, she’d made a rule: go until tired then go past tired.
I found comfort in that perspective. If Wilson approached tasks and challenges with an intention to exhaust herself, then how could she ever despair from exhaustion? How would the threat of weariness ever dissuade her from taking up great ambitions?
So for that week, I adopted her mantra. Go until tired then go past tired.
As we departed Taiwan, my wife and I both agreed that we’d never do that again. But we’d been together too long through too many places to believe ourselves. That was the heat of the moment talking.
After we got home and got some sleep, we looked back fondly, laughed, and accepted that we’re definitely going to do that again.
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